The Break Up

I lay here
listening to you sleep
with my head on my pillow
all I can do is weep
You told me my "forever"
ends at 11 years
There isn't any way
I can stop the tears.
My fear inside
is replaced by faith
My Higher Power
has put me here
in this time and place.
I know you don't
understand
but on this journey
I wanted you
to take my hand
I lay no blame
but will take it all
It will depend who
views this breakup
They will have their own call
I wish I didn't love you
but i do
but on this journey and growth
I must be true.